So the steroids seem to be working but the best part is that I haven’t had to take any of the antacid meds that my doctor gave me as well. So far my daily routine is to drink a glass of cranberry/pomegranate juice mixed with some RepairVite and a tbsp of apple cider vinegar. I drink that along with my bone broth and eat some sort of protein. Be it left over hamburgers or chicken. Then I take my 6 Prednisone and wash it down with a banana. That all seems to be doing the trick!
Last night I felt great! For the first time in like 3 weeks. I was actually able to get a bunch of work down around the house after I came home from a meeting. In fact I wasn’t even sure if I was even going to make it to the meeting! I didn’t think I would be able to stay sitting for the couple of hours I needed to. But in the end I felt pretty ok, and even was up for going to the grocery store. Which was great because I was so behind on it. It just isn’t the same having to send your husband out to get the things you know you need but he doesn’t know what brands and stuff, you know?
Maybe it was some of that euphoria that is a side effect of the steroids, who knows but I was able to do a load of laundry, clean the kitchen load the dishwasher and mop up parts of the kitchen floor (well just with a rag and my foot) and then I still did my stretches and exercises for the day. I may not have gone to bed until 1am, but it just felt so good to DO something for a change.
This afternoon I have a friend of mine coming over to help watch my daughter. I think I’m going to take the time to head out to the gym where they have a hot tub and heated pool. I would just do it here, but I’m locked out the pool area for the next couple of days. Long story. And I really felt like the water was helping.
With my back hurting as much as it does I finally got my MRI and then an appointment to see a neurosurgeon. According my MRI my L5 nerve is pinched to the left side. But interestingly it’s my right leg that hurst the most and is the one that feels numb and tingly. When the neurosurgeon examined me it was also my right leg that showed weakness So this was challenging for him to decide what to do. In the end I didn’t mind that he said I didn’t need surgery. Heck! I didn’t want it in the first place! But then I was told I would have to wait another 2 weeks to see the Pain management and rehab doctor to even DISCUSS gover etting an epidural steroid shot.
That was when the whole thing was overwhelming for me. I mean I’ve already dealt with this pain for so long. I’ve put my life on hold for this pain for over 2 weeks now. There was NO WAY I could do it for another 2 weeks! I would go insane! Thankfully I now have an amazing doctor (she has done more for me in 2 weeks than my doctor on Kaiser ever did in 18 months!) and she took the time to speak with me on the phone after the appointment and try to work out how I am going to cope over the next two weeks.
The result? Oral steroids. I tried as hard as I could to stay away from those crazy things for as long as I’ve had this back pain but it seems as though they’ve finally caught up with me. I don’t seem to have any other choice though. Currently I’m taking Tumeric, reveratrol, 10mg hydro, 1000 acet, and 10gm flexeril. (Man looking at it that way, that’s a lot!) in addition to eating a pretty strict auto immune paleo diet to keep my inflammation down, along with my morning cup of bone broth, my fclo 2x a day. I’m still averaging out around a 5-6 in pain when I’m trying to lead a normal life. Yes I can get my pain down to a 1 even a 0 when I’m laying down. But honestly I can’t live like this much longer.
So starting tomorrow I’m going to be taking Prednisone for 14 days. It’s quite a crazy and complicated schedule. I have to take 6 pills for 5 days each and then gradually take less. I’m not looking forward to the side effects. They can include weight gain from an increased appetite, insomnia, acne, swelling (which I find funny since it’s an anti inflammatory) and stomach problems which is an issue with me and my IBD.
My doctor also gave me some sort of antacid to take with my Pred but I’d rather not take it so have decided instead to go the ACV route and do a tbsp before each meal and see how I feel. It shouldn’t hurt, and maybe will keep my appetite in check as well. I intend to make sure I’m getting plenty of protein and calcium. Since I don’t do dairy my calcium will come from my chicken broth (brewed with egg shells for more calcium!), and my veggies. I know a lot of the weight gain will come from water retention so I’m going to drink extra water and stay away from take aways (even if they are paleo approved Thai cuisine).
I’m going to try an document how I feel through out the course of the steroids. I think it will be good for me to look back on and see how they made me feel. Both for my own personal records and to discuss further treatment with my doctors. I’m kind of hoping though that it’s just enough to get my disc back in place so I can move on with my life. Let’s just say I will not be playing volleyball or going on any retreats any time soon!
Ok so my back has been KILLING me over the last few weeks. I’m pretty sure it all started when I went to some retreat with the women from my church. It was a great experience and all but I realized then that my back is just not cut out for bad bunk beds, hikes, and sitting indian style. From that weekend onwards there’s always been a bit of pain that I couldn’t seem to shift. And then WHAM! One day after seeing my chiropractor it all just gave out and I had to drive my car the 15 min it takes to get home in extreme pain and agony. Like deep moaning during labor pain.
Well today while I was still in pain and basically can do nothing but lay in bed I realized that actually I’m doing SO MUCH MORE than just laying in bed. I’m laying there having a complete pity party on myself when my husband stops me and says “What do you call all that downstairs cooking? Because I don’t call that nothing” And then I realized in spite of all my pain I still managed to cook a beef heart stew, make chicken broth and render down the fat from the heart to get some tallow. Not to mention I still took the time to soak oatmeal for tomorrow and make more homemade coconut milk kefir…WHAT?!
When did this happen that whipping up a stew with organ meat is so normal to me now that whilst doing it I felt like I was doing nothing! I mean even just a year ago I swear putting in a Stouffer’s lasagna in the oven was hard work. Wow I really need to get off my own back and realize the progress I’ve made over the last few years. So what that the house is a mess? So what if my daughter is maybe watching one too many Elmo’s since I can’t play with her. I’m in a season in my life right now where I just have to survive. And again if I’m surviving off home made organ meats, broth and tallow then I think life is going to be alright.
Yesterday was crazy. I spent most of the day trying to perfect my daughters cupcakes for her birthday but forgot to eat anything during the process! Since her birthday will fall right in the middle of the next 21 Day Sugar Detox I knew I had to get all the test baking in on Sunday. But I think I had one too many taste tests because I turned into a complete disaster.
I had no patience with anything or anyone. My daughters cries were going right through me and I said to my husband all I wanted to do was punch her. I mean really?! But yes I did! That’s how insane I was. I then stormed out of the house because I was fighting with my husband and honestly nervous over what I would throw at him.
Here’s the good part though, in the past when these kind of things would happen the first place I would go is through the taco bell drive through. I’m not joking when I say I would get the 10 taco meal deal, but just for me. It was like I would want to punish myself for being so crazy and make myself so full until I was sick.
Well I did go through the drive thru again, but I didn’t stop I just kept driving. I was even adamantly trying to shut God out and NOT listen to him because I just wanted the sweet relief of a crunchy taco in my mouth. God is so amazing though and knew the true desires of my heart and seriously I felt him push my foot down and steer the wheel the opposite direction. It was an amazing feeling overcoming something that had been such a huge part of my life for the past year.
To try and break the habit I went over to Starbucks and got a peppermint tea. I sipped on that and read my book while I tried to relax before going home.
Then that night I felt like I had the flu! I could barely move I was in so much pain, I was just so achey. I took my temperature I thought I had for sure caught something. But nope I was fine, and it was then I realized I was having the opposite effect of carb flu. I had in fact had TOO MUCH sugar and was getting sick because of it! Crazy to think I of all people could have too much sugar. Even it was all in the form of dark chocolate, maple syrup and honey.
I woke up this morning with a crazy headache and just resigned myself to the fact that I was going to have to get over this sugar hangover for the rest of the day. Thankfully I started to feel better later on. And the one good thing about all this was when I went out to dinner tonight with some of my girl friends I didn’t even think twice about dipping into their fondue deserts. There was no way I wanted to feel that way again.
So I spent a good chunk this morning making mayonnaise, chicken salad with that mayonnaise, straining my chicken stock from last night, making chicken soup with that stock. All this was to prepare for the week ahead! Heading into week 2 of the 21 Day Sugar Detox and I’m actually looking forward to it!
The Good: Did my exercises today while out at the park with my daughter. It felt funny doing burpees and squats infront of other moms but I knew it was now or never!
The Bad: It’s 1am and I’m still not in bed. oops?
The Ugly: I’m not sure what happened but after eating the soup I prepared my stomach immediately got rid of it and then I felt ill the rest of the night. I really hope it wasn’t the soup that did this because then that would be a waste of some perfectly good stock and a lot of food that went into it. Other than adding some eggs into the soup I can’t imagine why it would do that. My only other thought is the soup itself cleansed me? Maybe from the weekend and my greek food splurge? Who knows, I guess we’ll see tomorrow.
I woke up this morning at around 7am with an IBD attack again. Thankfully taking my IBD meds and a Vicodin worked this time (it DID NOT work the other day) And I was able to get some more sleep. All this is really showing me that I need to get back on track pronto.
On a positive note being sick has made day 1 of the 21 Day Sugar Detox very easy. Since I didn’t even wake up until 11:30 (God bless my amazing sleeping child) I didn’t even eat until closer to 1pm and when I did it wasn’t much since my stomach is still queasy. Simply a mug of broth with some kelp salt and a strip of bacon.
The Good: I managed to do the work out planned out in the 21 Day Sugar Detox. Took me hardly any time at all yet I it felt good to get off the couch and do something.
The Bad: Went to a friends house for dinner tonight, and since I need to be honest I will confess that I had a few potato chips (baked in olive oil, at least); some roasted white potatoes and a glass of red wine (which I didn’t finish, at least. The rest of the meal was Pork, carrots and brocoli) I am happy to say I did not eat the flavored yogurt, fruit or chocolate she had set out. And though it’s no excuse, I did not have my allotted banana or apple today to kind of “make up” for it. Tomorrow is another day and another chance to get it right.
Today I went to my Chiropractor to finally do something about this non stoppable IBS I’m dealing with. He really is such an amazing doctor. He’s so much more than a chiropractor, he adjusted me for my stomach pain and then gave me some great supplements to take in order to heal faster. He also gave me ideas on what to eat and what not to eat.
I had been wondering for a long time, is it ok to just fast when I’m having IBS flare up? I looked everywhere online and really couldn’t find an answer at all. So I asked my Doc and he explained that fasting is a great way to allow the body to heal itself. You most likely don’t feel hungry for a reason, and you should be listening to that.
He did say that electrolyte water and bone broth are two very important things to try and sip when you can. So if all I eat for the next few days is water, tea and broth I’ll be ok. And that was good to hear. It’s only after the sharp pains have gone away or started to at least that I can think about things like really mushy veg or some rice. Maybe even half of a banana.
I’m already feeling crazy better than just this morning, so I pray God continues to give me the wisdom to know how to heal myself.